I always think how hard it is to give up the booze, such a struggle , such an effort, something I have to push and push and push against. So much energy, so much thought, something I have to try so HARD at. Hard seems so unmovable, unchangeable, impossible but anything can be changed. I do have the power to change the outcome, nothing is set in stone, not even stone. Moving forward is possible, more than possible. In fact I am doing it!